Let Chaos Reign

I wish finding a decent job wasn’t so hard

I wish cover letters weren’t a thing

I wish school was easier

I wish I could finally have some passion in my life again

I wish I had the will to keep going

I wish I didn’t have to run on empty to just go nowhere

I wish I could make people proud

I wish I was worthy of the people I love

I wish I wasn’t such a coward

I wish I could kiss someone who won’t be ashamed of me

I wish I had someone who could hold me at night

I wish I didn’t hate myself

But wishes don’t come true

No matter how many birthday candles are blown out

Or grapes eaten on new years

The world has no debts to anyone, but it doesn’t make it less difficult

Wishes aren’t real

Stars don’t listen to your dreams

They just burn your hopes into dust

So sleep will have to suffice

Because I’m too scared to wish for an end

			1 year ago	15 notes	Reblogged from	Source
Tags: #vent post #poetry #i guess #this started as a vent post bc job huntinf suxks but #then i just flowed #i dont feel any betger but #meh #cant make money off of poetry tho so #anyways #just feeling the big ole useless right now

mwagneto:

it’s all be gay do crime and eat the rich until the rich actually get eaten and then suddenly it’s nooo don’t be cruel human life is precious 🥺🥺 these are people who have never been in touch with human life and thus i am unable to view them as anything but a fascinating story and a major L in return. stupid games stupid prizes and so on

stickandthorn:

One of the worst parts of current internet culture is that it makes good old fashioned complaining so difficult. I don’t wanna cancel anyone or bully anyone, I’m not trying to form a hate mob I’m not calling anyone out, i just wanna bitch about something. Because complaining is fun, good for you, even. Is that too much to ask? Where is the room for shooting the shit?

nurikifaustinus:

Okay yeah this might be more addictive than I thought (Rule)

t0lh:

The design is very humane

prideprejudce:

people saying that users aren’t being compassionate enough towards the billionaires stuck in the death coffin at the bottom of the ocean and calling us “ghouls” for bringing up the absolute absurdity of the entire situation and it’s like……of course no one ever deserves to die by suffocation or freezing to death and it’s a hope that by some miracle that these people are found and somehow saved. however people are aloud to point out the irony of how our current wealth gap is so high that there are people who are able to spend 250k, an amount that most people don’t see in their entire lives, like it’s a movie ticket. except instead of seeing a movie they are entering a death chamber to the bottom of the ocean so they can gawk at the mass grave of over a thousand people
“the CEO of the company tricked them and he’s the real capitalist villain while the other passengers are blameless” I agree that the CEO (who is also stuck in the submarine with them) is as grimy as they come and cut corners in order to make as much money as possible. that’s a given. but as we are seeing now, most people who have never even stepped foot in the ocean their entire lives could see that this was a disaster waiting to happen. you don’t have to be a maritime expert to see that. the submersible has no emergency beacon, is controlled by an off brand game controller, made from parts from a camp store, navigated by texts from above, is bolted in from the outside, and has a contract that passengers sign that mentions “death” three times on the front page. most people couldn’t be paid to step foot in it - and these people paid 250k to go to the bottom of the ocean in it
once again, no one is relishing at people dying stuck in an essentially gutted out minivan at the bottom of the ocean. especially when one passenger is 19 and the other is a legitimate titanic researcher. but people are allowed to be mad that thousands upon thousands of dollars of taxpayer money and resources are being used to try and literally pluck these people out of the ocean and save them from a grave that they literally helped dig themselves into without a care in the world. they are the 1% who can put themselves in peril as much as they please and spend money and waste resources like it’s water but will always expect to be saved from the brink of death by us regular folk so they can call themselves an “adventurer” at their next luncheon

animentality:

jadedaceofspades:

The people who are like “why are you wishing death on these billionaires?!” are not understanding what is going on. It’s one thing to wish death on people and it’s another thing to have no sympathy for people who died in a situation they were cautioned heavily to not do.
I don’t want anyone to die, to be truthful; but here are the facts:
That sub is 2 miles down in the ocean where the pressure is immense and the temperature is unbearable.
The Titanic wreckage is literally 111 years old. The Titanic is wasting away and any slight jarring on her will cause her to collapse in that space. This is not new news.
The safest way to experience the Titanic’s wreckage is looking through archives OR going to the museum. I know it would be astounding to look at in person, but… no.
Most importantly, the wreckage is also a graveyard. People’s bones disintegrated because of the pressure and salinity of the water, but the shoes, that were treated with tannic acid, remain. Anybody with common sense knows that you don’t go an disturb and desecrate graveyards. You just don’t.
So, no… I feel zero sympathy for those people who should’ve just been told “no” more often in their life.
{EDIT: The 19 year old is the only one to get sympathy from me. Suleman deserved better. That’s it}

moonmeg:

No one:
Kai every now and then since the redesigns:

Keep reading

remy-a-bow:

Hang in there!

starsandwhales:

Really these four make me emotional. Remember they were still teenagers/young adults all the way through at least season 7. This song was made for them. Also yes, I’m aware the eyepatch is on the wrong eye for Jay. Leave me alone.

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